Thursday, October 26, 2006

scared..

i m now in the TJ hub...
ponned chem lecture.. not that i wana pon la..budden i need to see the P at 0930 ma.. n lecture only ends at 0935.. so that is my VALID REASON for not going for lecture..

i am scared..really sacred..i hope that i will be hearing good news later..despite the fact that i have the chance of hearing more good news than bad, i am still scared leh..

as the seconds and minutes starts ticking away, i am feeling more and more nervous.. yesterday i thought that it will be nothing.. whereas now, i am sitting here, with all the butterflies flapping around vigorously in my stomach..the feeling is not good..

take a deep deep breath and calm down! joan must stay calm! okie.. all the best to myself.. hoopefully i will get what i am expecting and what i want.. i dun want another entry of disappointment..