just a little quiz I saw on my friend's blog! :D

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Words of Affirmation
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Words of Affirmation:		7
Acts of Service:		6
Physical Touch:		6
Quality Time:		5
Receiving Gifts:		5

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Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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Shock?

Firstly, I should say that I am very lucky, and I should be very happy that I managed to get into that particular company, together with one of my good friends from NUS.

Yes, I should feel very happy and I should be excited to accept it straight away. Though there are other concerns to consider.

Utmost concern, the other company which has yet to get back to us. And it will be either my friend or I who gets the place. If I am offered a place there, I think I will just join that company. (actually I am quite sure I will.)

Lastly, I think I did not do well for that company's interview, which I got in. (and my stomach was growling throughout the whole interview.)The questions which they "shoot" at me was not well answered. The "relationship" between me and the interviewer seems distant and awkward. ok, i am not very much comfortable with her. There is another candidate which I thought would definitely get in, but did not? Why?

Gosh. things are too true to be true? I don't know how to put my thoughts into words. This good news came as a surprise. Too much of a surprise. Can anyone believe that I actually panicked and was shivering after I got to know the news? I was no where close to this during any of my interviews!! Was it excitement? no, I don't think so. It is indescribable. Certain things are just like that.

Gosh gosh gosh. I could not think clearly. I still cannot think clearly. calm down and relax Joan qiqi. Please please please...


I gave up another company's interview. Should let others have a chance. Though that company is at Red hill. AND the one I am offered is at TUAS! 2 hours and 15min to travel there. Thank god! This is life and how things are supposed to be. Unpredictable as always. I was just saying that I won't ever get through the interview, and now this happened. hmm. Reflections will do me some good. Never jump to conclusions too soon.

touching

Poker Face (Chinese New Year Version)

upload pictures day! :D

Just uploaded two albums on facebook:
3 year of loveesss

&

Mabelle loves me everyday (:

i think iPhoto rocks. :D
without it, you won't even see any photos being uploaded. :P

going to school for A 4 to 6pm lesson.
lousy prof, she should just cancel the lesson.
its CNY eve's eve!

Happiness is sipping a pint of Munich dark. (:

enjoyed the day (:
Simple joy.
when my tutee is good.
when dear especially loving is.
when I have talks with brother.
when I snip some of my fringe off.
when I fall in love with another song.
when that song is by miley cyrus.
when it kept repeating in my head.
when I feel accomplished.
when positive I am.
when certain decisions are being made unconciously.
when friends reply your sms.
when friends catch up via sms.
when graditude is felt.
(: (: (:
Happiness is so simple.
First time feeling much better.
Being in control rocks.
Time still flies.
But I am gonna fly even faster and higher.

to beer buddy: you can do it too! (: overcome your emoness!

some photos (: loves!

a post with many pictures which i chanced upon, browsing my iPhoto.
(: they made me smile. (:

the least studies weekend

Friday, dinner at Dempsey hill Red dot. (:
Finally, the chance to go there. (: having two closer german friends who worked there.
Beer wasn't fanastic, it was good, but I preferred Tiger beer. and I insist that the Tower doesn't look like its 3.5 Litres. FAILLLLED!
It was our lucky day, despite having to accompany our "crippled" loser friend with her clutches. Fun clutches! HAHA!
I said lucky, cause our table won 2 $50 vouchers!! :D
there are only 6 vouchers to be given out! and we won it at the same time! lucky number 32!! haha! :D
Sent simin home, then back to weian's place! that loser couldnt stayover thanks to her torn ligaments.
Slacked, Explored, Roamed, Joked, Laughed at Scheiße place.
Guitaqr Hero-ed (Scheiße: Mic, SHIThead: drums, Me: guitar) from 1am to 4am?
Siao. pretty much zonnkked out. The coloured tabs falling looks blurry, as my eyes get teary.
that was before we discovered the no fail cheat, and we didn't manage to complete quite a number of songs. Finally, we couldnt stand it and off to bed at 4am! (:
Next, morning AT 5AM woke up to a woman's voice. yeah. Thanks to that Scheiße! took quite sometime to figure out how to switch it off. Managed to in the end, and went off to bed Again!

Saturday, 10am, time to wake up. Had maggi mee cooked by Scheiße's housekeeper! YUMS lo! haha! Scheiße doesn't wanna cook for us! :P
Studied, with SHIThead's vietnemese recital. Throughout, we snacked a lot! (: Scheißechen's dad prepared a cup of baileys coffee! :D nice!
we were muggers all the way till 5plus, and resumed our Banding roles. (:
Ended off with Taylor Swift's Love Story (Difficult level). and we passed!
anyway, I think Scheißechen loves me as clever me figured out how to play his metallica game :P

walked to a faraway bus stop with Scheißechen, quite a bit to catch up. HAHA. it was a great stayover, and we can have one at my place! (: with my M o D Wii (: bring your guitar and mic over ya!

reached home around 9plus, helped mom out with the praying stuff for the next day. & talked to dear on the phone for sehrr langggg! loves ❤

Sunday, woke at 9am. sorta slept for 4hours only? gosh. Helped mom with other miscellaneous preparation. went to temple afterwhich, relatives came over to my house. (: miss mabelle so mucchhh la!! :DD anyway, did i mention that i simply love talking to her? and she took lots of pictures with me and my three beloved snoopies!! She volunteered to! :D and she helped me take pictures with marcus too! HAHA! then, she asked me to carry her. cute huh? (: ohh, and we were making our names with blue tacks, and she made a ❤ after her name, which is connected to my name. - it reads Mabelle ❤ Leiqi (: I will post the picture up one day. (:
Malcom was also in one of his good mood that day! (: played with him! and he loves my $2.50 bottle! rolled it around. and cheeky boy, threw my minnie into the bowl where mom kept all her oranges! GOSH! minnie is taking a bath now. (: When i say "bao bao" he stretches out his hands to let me bao bao! and he waved at my brother before going home! ohh, and I secretly thinks that malcom doesn't recognise me when i wear specs! ): arghh.
after all my relatives left my place, cleaning up starts, and at night, an old uncle came over to my place for a visit. (: he kept on saying that I was only this(gestured around his knees) young when he last saw me (: I remembers me as that cute little girl (who drinks with her)! haha! (: nice talking to him. he is really talented!! I remember going to his dark room when i was young! ohhh! he is gonna give my brother an old Nikon SLR. *full of envy* & holga is not good according to him!! he left for home at around 10plus. and I went back to continue my homework. couldn't concentrate as I was too sleepy. :P and thus, good nights!
:D

enjoyed this particular weekend. (: so much done. but none (very little) school work. (:
Happy happy happy! :D

sometimes i just wanna bury everything else.
by busying myself with all the heaps of shit that i need to do.

i dont even feel like seeing anyone, anymore..


maybe what i need is playing with some kids.
having interesting little dialogues with them, showing them love and care, its all so simple.
certain days: I just don't feel like being nice.
I'm tired.

☺Happy birthday dad!☺

梦想 因为爱而伟大 －人月牌

misses ):

when i miss somebody or something terribly badly.
tears just cant stop falling.
I don't have to know every single thing that is happening in other people's life, do I?
Then why at times I really want to find out, being afraid of missing out with the minutest detail..

even missing out on time, I feel sad.
of course I want more meet ups, more time for myself, more time to do more things...
nah, its not possible.
suddenly, when there are too many things to do, I don't know where to start.
and whenever I don't know where to start, I waste more time. Vicious cycle.

I feel guilty for agreeing to a meet and then to cancel it, due to the pressing deadlines of my other shit ass work to be done.

Finished resumé. and cover letter for GSK.
realised that my GSK's cover letter is too specific to be used for the other two companies.
Need to rephrase quite a few paragraphs for the other two.
haiss.
):
damn.
just let me get GSK.
and materials people, don't compete with us please..
GSK's pay is really little. only about $700 per month. I don't mind, but just let me have it please.

one last thing,
weian's sis leaving for Holland got me thinking.
Will I miss the people in Singapore more or will they miss me more when I am over in Germany?
The thought of being alone sucks.

this is just a little emo post flooded with tears, I will recover.

sneezing is no fun

sneezes after sneezes.
What happened? plus sore throat, and THAT!!
): wow, all in one package.

Gave up wearing my retainers for a while, having at least three ulcers in my mouth now.
I will put them back, maybe tonight.

my last minute disease is coming back.
Everything seems to be piling up.
Taking Six modules this semester yet there is not a bit of sense of urgency in me.
Prelab is done, however it feels like something is missing somewhere.
Haven done prelab for such a long time.

go away last minuteness.

can't decide on where I want to intern.
Looking at all the companies again, those companies which sounded less prestigious actually appeal to me more. Except for the GSK goddess! Nothing can replace that.
saw one of the listed companies, it is based in Austria. German usage opportunties! Will definitely try for that too (:

bye peeps.
nobody reads here nowadays.

Buri Cha!

happy day! :D
i cooked my brown rice tea! :D
followed the instructions and the taste was much stronger than the one I had in the restaurant.
added in more water, and boiled it even longer just so that I can make full use of the 100g of buri cha! (:

gonna let stef try some during lecture later. (:
brought a bottle for dear too! (:

anyway, Timetable no longer sucky!
and I accomplished my ten hours of Sleep last night! (:

lots of homework not done yet, but hais. no mood. shall do them after I enjoy this weekend. (:

dad's birthday present bought. (: love it!
Versace okies, don't play play!
wanted to get the Owell bracelet for dad, but he doesn't even wear the germanium one we got for him on Fathers' Day. ):
oh, just received email that there is Stammtisch on dad's Birthday. ):
nope, not going for Stammtisch. sadddsss... Need to pay $2!! haha!

nightmares not?

one of the "nightmares" came true.
and i predicted that nightmare. gosh.
probably this is just a blessing in disguise. (:

ate mac with stef yesterday.
wanted to eat the prosperity burger badly!
to my dismay, there is no Chicken one. only beef.
wanted to buy the Dog's doraemon. Sold out too!
Twister fries were great though! I love the potato taste! :D

tomorrow, 3years anniversary le! ❤❤❤ (:
dear doesn't want to tell me what he wants! hmph!
i shall crack my brains to find out!



okies, suddenly feel like cooking. bye peeps! :D

eleven the sacred number.

eleven. brother's L1R5.
3 points more than expected. more as in greater in value. meaning lousier than expected.

saying good bye to his dream school. ):
I will support his decision no matter what. (:
Appeal for it!
May he succeed.

"Celebratory" dinner at Changi Village Hotel.
had a long chit chat session with family.
Just the four of us. Warm and cosy feel. Simple life is loves.
& we saw chef William! (: haha, the Chef from Channel U programme.
He helped me toast my kaya bread! :D

first day of school.
tiring. ):
only two lectures, but lessons stretched from 8am to 6pm.
first lecture: 8am to 10am.
Second lesson: 4pm to 6pm.
not that I'm staying beside school or in the west, cant even go home, so I had to rot in school.
Stef and I went out for lunch at Woori Nara Korean restaurant tho.
Yummy! :D I think I'm totally exaggerating how nice everything taste.
Especially the brown rice tea. (: I think I am becoming addicted into drinking teas. (:

catching up session with quite a few people.
Kaiwei scared me with a freaking video. which i suspected something was wrong.
Short phone call with weian discussing about German stuff and our siblings' results.
smsed dawn. short chit chat session too.
busy us. ): no time for meet ups. ):
never mind, we have to work hard now!
Jiayou dawn! :D

& I need to start working hard. (or even harder than before)
timetable is shitty. hope that I will have time to handle my 6 modules.
might have to give up tuition. ): sad. ): no money. gonna take up new tuition jobs. I prefer Saturday tuitioning assignments.
Anyone wanna recommend? Emaths/Chemistry/Amaths. (: contact me ya. (: experienced tutor :P ha! :D

sunset in Germany. on our very last day.

kids overloaded!

love the feeling of playing with kids! :D
Mabelle, Malcom, Nadine. and Sometimes I consider marcus a kid too :P

anyway, malcom had fun playing with me today! :D managed to coax him not to cry. (:

it was a little hard trying to juggle mabelle, malcom and chit chatting with marcus at the same time.
could tell that Mabelle was a little jealous when I diverted my attention to Malcom.
Though, everything was fine after a little distraction from her iPhone's cooking mama!
ha, I miss playing with them.
Mabelle's ideas are really creative, she told me she wants to be a an art teacher when she grows up. so cute. (:
so I told her she can teach my kids. and she said, "but I don't know your kids!" in a shy little voice.
adorable girl. Love her to bits! :D

Nadine isn't here today. She is over in Taipei. Flying back only tonight. (:
Miss plying with her too! she is super active! :D
that day before our genting trip, we dropped by her house in JB, and she was delighted! although it was already late at night, she didn't want to sleep and wanted to play with us. She showed me some toys and spoke to me in her, "Sim-ish" language! haha! damn funny! (okies, i like to assume that the kids are trying to convey something to me! Though, it might merely be a wishful thinking on my part.) :P

Lastly, brother's O level results out tomorrow. He seems stressed, and he cant sleep I think.
He suggested playing Wii at this hour. BUT! I have school tomorrow! okies, bad sister. ):
Nevertheless, I wish him luck, and may he get into his VJ la. If not, just appeal! haha, he dyed his ah beng hair black, and removed his biceps tattoo. no more beng. (:
good luck! :D we shall go have a celebration tomorrow! :D no matter what the results are. (:

P.S. talk to my brother the other night. Remembered the fact that I was hoping for a single digit. ): yeah. I was. and he knew. I don't understand how he can understand me this well. (: best brother in the whole wide world! :D

school reopens.

another chapter of my life begins.
(: school reopens, with six modules this semester.
Six, not sure if i can handle them, but I've to.

I would miss the holidays for sure.
Overseas trips.
concluded with the one with dear, bro and cousin.
Genting isn't that boring with their company.
theme park. tried all the thrilling rides! :D WOOHOO!
but i was lousy, ): didn't feel good after Viking. Everything else was great! :P I need to train myself for Viking!!
Bowling!! :D we bowled everyday, haha! (: broke my thumbnail though. But it was a blessing in disguise, after breaking my thumb nails, I could bowl so much better! :P
It's true! :D Strikes came along! :D hee (: I'm good kks! :D
Pool! :D hehe, i'm not bad la! dear and I versus bro and cousin.
Overall, we thrashed them rather badly. Not cause I'm good. But cause dear is good and my bro is damn lousy! :P
Rock Climbing! it was fun climbing up, getting higher and higher. However, when you fall without warning, our life is at stake. Super Dangerous. I was totally freaked out. ok, i admit I gave up the climb after seeing dear flew down, with acceleration. ):
Arcade! played the basketball thing (: I'm good okies! :P felt damn tired after that. due to excessive tip toe-ing. I'm too short. can't see the hoop if I don't tip toe. ;) hehe! but still, I think I am good! bleahs! :P so proud of myself.
4 days of genting and I learned and experienced so many new games and sports! :D great company! without adults! :D
Buffet dinner was super duper bloated-ing. dear ate super a lot. We ate sashimi in heaps! :D haha. totally 值回票价! the Buffet dinner was at Genting Hotel. Coffee Terrace. cousin-in-law introduced us to that. (: imagine a huge food court. with different cuisines, and you can eat all you want! :D Woohoo! (: Fattening, and sinful! :P we sat there for four hours straight. looking at the tables opposite us, changing three times! HAHA! we were that "greedy". All these for about S$20 ! (: we had 30% discount! :D

Throughout the whole trip, cousin and dear love flaunting their superb four word chinese.
damn, my brother and I were totally loss for words. but I'm still A Level A okies! :P

Life was great. I love that December and early Jan.
Time to face the present. Study hard, woodstock.
(: (: (:

life is being practical

realised that life is all about being practical.
So true.
I haven been around on Earth for a long enough time to realise this stark reality of life.
Glad to have someone 7 years older to enlighten me.

Haven been blogging for several weeks.
Last entry dated 2nd Dec!
Which was the last day of my exams.

Today, 31st december, I've decided to blog. (:
Just a little round up on December events! (:

Had been traveling for a great deal in December.
First, to Vietnam.
relaxation, shopping, etc etc.. (But not eating, seriously, I don't quite enjoy Vietnamese Cuisine.)

Then, to KL.
shopping, eating, shopping, eating, shopping, & ICE SKATING! (damn fun!)

Next, an impromptu trip to JB.
rebonded hair, treatment-ed hair, did all the miscellaneous "groceries" shopping, dinner with aunts and home sweet home. (:

Lastly, Genting trip next week.
theme park, casino-ing (maybe!), Karaok-ing, (:
totally looking forward! :D and this trip was really affordable (:.
S$50 for 3nights of hotel stay, good deal right? (:
(yesh, its first world. :P )

This short little one month holiday had been fulfilling.
(: family and friends gathering.
Family gatherings always ended up with people staying over at my place.
Nephew and Cousin stayed over. (:
our extra mattress was being carried out and into the storeroom several times.

Had a Boxing day BBQ at my cousin's place.
It was a bring-your-friend day.
haha. okies, so all the friends came.
not all, my brother's one didn't but he really doesn't have a friend! :P

Had Seven sisters welcome-enfant-home-party, plus celebrate Xmas party.
Attendance was good, but everyone had to leave early, and I was there on & off to settle my Wii problems.
& we are pretty much caught up with watching the Korean show on Channel U to catch up.
Good to be seeing everyone (:
& there was a short NUS gathering in the end (as always).
experienced jiawei's driving, and had fun driving around the carpark. to avoid the carpark attendant! :D

Had Xmas gathering (or rather Boxing day) at desmond's NEW house too!
lots of people, but i was feeling rather stoned la.
tired, bloated and not feeling very well. ):
went pubbing after that at iluma. (:
Had a squeezy squishy car in a BMW.
poor dear dear. :P

Pubbing was fun with darts and pool! :D
sadly, pub closed at 1am. & we headed home.
how can a pub close so at 1 am right?
Bro & cousin was at my place, and they bet on what time I will be home.
Bro won :P

ohhh, and a long time ago, went K box with Kes, Stef and Kris to celebrate Kes's birthday.
She suggested celebrating her birthday :P
Thick skinned one! :P

pictures will/might be uploaded on Facebook. (:
stay tuned!

Mr beanie snoopy!

he is waving hello!

Proud that he is a SNOOPY! :D

Imitating Superman kor kor!

i am not fat! :D

see my new reddy house! :D
with graduate snoopy!