i am wondering what am i doing at home?
i was supposed to be out.
supposed to be.
its mothers' day.
and yet, here i am slacking at home.
had plans to go out with friends.
but pushed plans away so that i can go out with family,
but here i am stuck at home.
):
i am always looking forward to weekends,
but at times,
i would rather be at work.
at least work can take my mind off things.
suddenly miss mabelle a lot.
i miss playing with her.
talking to her.
listening to her sing.
watching her play while i fall asleep.
going out shopping with her.
sharing small little bits of chocolates with her.
she simply make me smile.
i need a break.
i wanna go away on a holiday.
with friends,
family?
whatever.
just take me away.
before school starts all over again,
not knowing when can i ever take a break.
fears and worries constantly filling up in me.
these just happens when you have too much time and too little things to do.
the same goes when you have too much material wants and too little money. ):
i just feel so poor.
have a sudden urge to take up more jobs to occupy my time and also earn more money.
much better than slacking my time away here with no productive achievements at the end of the day.
i really need money. ):
