Wednesday, August 29, 2007

connie

the sweetest girl with the most beautiful voice.
touching indeed.
she is brave!
i admire her!



he made me cry


yup. he made me tear.
yet his eyes are so beautiful.
i love him so.

she makes me laugh 2

adorable!
kids are so cute!

she makes me laugh

and yeah i really need a great laugh. haiz.

Monday, August 27, 2007

gone for a moment

joan needs to be studying hard.
joan will be studying really hard.

"i just need to study hard.
do my best once and thats it!"


people reading this, who are supposed to be studying,
please close this window and return to you studies!

don't give yourself the chance to regret.
Mug on!

881 soundtrack



enjoy hokkein songs!

Sunday, August 26, 2007

One Half - 881 Duet Version

superb! i want the OST!

881 videos

a touching song



yeah! and 881 won rush hour3! and even secret!
it is really worth watching.
Some may think that it is a show watched only by aunties and uncles.
(yeah, quite true, cos i was surrounded by them.)
Some may think that it is a crude show cos the "musical" is in hokkien,
and they speak hokkien in the show.

so what?
i mean that is the way to film geitai as it is.
and hokkien is not a crude language hor!
(you can't say that the language is crude just because it has the commonly used bad words related to the language.)

in 881, the language is quite refined actually.
especially the songs.
they are meaningful.
not like those “如果我有一百万”, “风很大”。。
(all titles in hokkien)
those are my dad kinda songs.
haha.

881 songs are like “一人一半”
which is the video up there.
there is also the full hokkien version one.
it is a meaningful song.
bringing out the element of kinship in the movie.
don't you think that royston tan really deserve to be praised for his brillant infusion of a geitai into a musical?

for those who haven watched it, go watch it now!
you will not regret!
maybe you might end up in tears and laughing simultaneously?


Tuesday, August 21, 2007

snoopy~ & woodstock!

this is snoopy & woodstock.
i have been looking for them for a long long time.
finally found it in turf city!
it is like on the other side of singapore.

so cute.
i love snoopy!

snoopy's best companion.
this is not called the yellow thing.
it is called woodstock.
looks as though it has no eyes?
look below.

see the eyes?
they are EYES!
not eyebrows!

together.
woodstock and snoopy.
happily ever after.
=)

snoopy protecting woodstock.
cute right?

these photos are really difficult to take lo.
it is difficult to take in such an angle that will look cute.
=)
and kesleen, i am woodstock not snoopy.
but i love snoopy.

pictures!

"i can camwhore with anyone leh.. but u're still e best" -quoted from the tag that kesleen aka camwhore's reply to me!

and yes, i have the exact same reply to her!

and ya, someone is ready finally. but actually its not finally also. not that it something very happy about. haiz. i guess only that someone understands.


my camwhore partner.
i like the colour of my hair.
but she don't like this picture.
haha.
guess why....

i like this picture a lot.
we din agree to smile like that.
but its just chemistry i guess. =)


this is the new couple in class.
dating openly during GP lessons.
sitting on the table. so high above others and dating la.
hope that someone else doesn't sees this.
that someone will be sad.
how can someone scandal when someone is sick at home.
heard his voice today.
sounded quite bad.
so sad.
but like what the female lead said,
"it is temporarily only."
(the involved parties shopping at sheng siong today will know what i mean.)


that kesleen huh!
purposely one leh.
she is more of my camwhore competitor.
not camwhore partner!


i don't quite like this picture.
ya. she don't also.
and yes, your face is even.
haha. always don't believe me!
eh, and you look fairer in this picture!
not fair! haha.
i am gonna put that lotion once again!
then that econs buddy will have lots of comments to make again!

okie. this is for infant and liyong.
on the other note,
thanks infant for saying that i am mature in my johari window.
so far she is the only one who thinks that i am mature. =)
yeah. and i think i am mature too.

reply to tags..

to camwhore: oh! i finally learnt the pronunciation of "camwhore" (which sounds like "camhor"), like today! thanks for your guidance huh. hmm.i think black won't have be suicidal right? anyway, it is now retrovirus! & yes! i love HOT horlick! let's drink horlick dinosaur oneday! haha. and i don't wanna see you future bf yet. =P you know why! haha. and change blogskin please~!!

to donk: haha. yes. you should be studying even harder than me lo! anyway bon voyage! (in advance!) i want my souvenirSSS pls. and by the way how was the blog reading? was it enjoyable? have you talked to him?

to phebe: too bad you missed the warning. and I did not say anything hor. ya. its only cramps. just like mine. which was spread to you and liyong. haha. =P and i think jiawei has this furtile imagination that's why she exclaimed so loudly in the middle of GP.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

this is secret. =)

路小雨 - 周杰倫 桂綸鎂


kes's story writing time

WARNING
(to those who are having their meals, kindly shift away from the com as this may contain gross and disgusting and eye-irritable contents.
*pls swallow all ur junks b4 i continue)
.
.
.
A story inspired by Mr Black......
one day, a disgusting couple went to a library.
Bored, the ugly+nerdy bf decided to try out smth new with his sama sama gf.
They were sitting close to each other.
A dark, torn and tattered little cardi lay on the girl's lap.
at first, the Cardi laid there peacefully.
Then, some naughty, dirty fingers crept under.
The cardi began to move vigorously.
The girl showed signs of pain.
HAHA!!
its all up to ur imagination what happened.
ok, i exaggerated.
but, who cares. YEAAA~
THIS IS MY BLOG.
(omg, i feel guilty too)

haha.as promised i post it up here.
this is written entirely by kesleen.
who is also know as camwhore.
who is always and forever missing me.:)

video calling 2

i was being considerate to video call jiawei.
i was trying to lower down my volume and not shout across the table.
i was just being a considerate person rite?
(jiawei nods her head)
i am not disruptive to the class!
yeah. so Mr Tan can afford to pay for his so called medical fees due to my presence,
with his starting pay of about $3,115 to $3,292.
Right?

yeah! and i am finally watching 881 tonight!!!

haha.

i saw haojie at tm yesterday!
and he was with his girlfriend.
haha.
this is like the second time i see him outside school this week.
and both time with his girlfriend.

but the thing is HE DIDN"T COME TO SCHOOL YESTERDAY!
haha.

Friday, August 17, 2007

881!


i so wanna watch this show.
but its like all my friends, eg the seven sisters, and dawn!
is skeptical about this movie.

eh, please...
he is royston tan.
not some stupid mediacorp host.
ya. get my point?

anyway, actually i can watch with phene.
but you see someone else with the initials of km wants to watch also.
hmm.so being the nice joan,
i have decided to make myself scarce.

and that xiao meimei went to watch with orange!
=(
i thought we supposed to watch together lo.
hmph!
pangseh me. =(
while typing this, her orange just told me that 881 is not nice.
haiz.
another one.
but er biao ge says nice lo.
and i trust his taste.

video call

what is the use of video calling?
so that you can talk and see the other party at the same time?

so what is the use of video calling if that other party is sitting right beside you?
hmm.
interesting right?

i video called jiawei.
and she is sitting right beside me.
wow.

am i interesting or am i just interesting?

the rude joan

i apologised for being rude.
i still feel that i was being rude.
it was weird i apologised only two days later.
haiz.
but the person was too understanding to accept my apology.

i regret being rude.
being rude to someone i hold so much respect for.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

guilts

i experienced a guilty day today. =(

firstly, early in the morning, i forget to give infant a call when we reach the sports complex!
i only remembered when we were assembling at the sports complex.
so in the mist of trying to get leonard to help me call infant,
i did not realised that i offended mr shit!
stupid mr shit!
he made me pump in the field! the exact same field that he spitted in!
wow...so hygienic!
my hands and knees are like stained with his mucus, bacteria and whatever nots.
i gonna sterilise myself thoroughly today when i reach home!
but the point is, phebe i am so so sorry!
i almost caused you to miss your 2.4...
would you forgive me please?
and stop spreading your stomache to me la!

then, during the 2.4run,
like in my fifth and final round.
i catch up with liyong.
and i used like my last few drops of energy to say
"go liyong. jiayou!"
then, i sorta ran beside her for a while la.
and suddenly, i feel the urge to sprint.
i want it to end.
i feel the need to dash to the toilet.
yup, so i sped up.
leaving liyong behind me.
ahhh..
really felt very guilty.
and mary, who is phebe's friend took my place in encouraging her.
to a certain extent, i think i should thank mary too!
so sorry liyong. =(

thirdly, while making my way up to the top of the LT.
i hit retrovirus aka blacks' owner with my bag accidentally.
i was looking for my phone which was being thrown into the already very messy bag of mine.
yup. so i did felt that my bag touched someone/something.
but i ignored and continue the search for my phone.
the thing is, she was sleeping.
and the hit from my bag woke her up!
hee.
it was until i reached the very top of the LT that my friend told me what i had done.
erm. i should feel sorry for hitting someone and waking someone up from their sleep.
ya. i know i am so mean.
i know i should feel bad.
but sadly, i don't.
haha.
okie. bad joan.=(

anyway, to end off.
yeah! seven is a nice number!
i love seven!
you may feel that this is absolutely random,
with no link at all.
but i know where the link is.
and some people do too. =)

and i got position 78 for my 2.4!
haiya. i was aiming for 77.
it was just a childish little wish of mine while i was running.
but i came in 78!
really should have just put in more effort to get the 77 position!
it would be so much more meaningful!
cos today is the SEVEN day!

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

a kiss

one day, a guy kissed a girl on her lips.
the girl was shocked and asked
"why did you kiss me?"

the guy response was,
"your lips look dry. i was trying to wet them for you."


haha.
funny?
its ok if you don't think so.
but its MY OWN CREATION!
and inspired by kesleen!
haha.
she doesn't know why too.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

true feelings

i wonder why am i so bold today.
i said something.
something that i never thought i would say.
but no regrets saying it. =)

Monday, August 13, 2007

short attention span

i have short attention span.
thank you phebe bay for pointing that out so loudly in class.

my attention span gets shorter as i grow older.
maybe it has got something to do with the length of my telomerase?
hmmm.

maybe not.
at least not for every one.
i think its just me.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

do it please! =)

just CLICK here!

a story about my ear, heart and a bee..

Desmond:
*knock Joan's head*
Hmm... hollow sound..
*knocks Joan's head*
Hmm... Same hollow sound

Me:
yes..stop knocking my head la..

dawn:
she getting shorter ah
cannot knock alr

ya lo..i am not v tall liao hor:(

*Shouts into Joan's left ear*
Hmmm.... Echo...

bleahz!!!
i am deaf
desmond is torturing me!

*shouts into Joan's right ear*

oh man

* one strange insect flies out the left ear*

cover ur ears! o.O
haha

Goodness....
Its a BEE!!!
Must be really sweet in there...

shouldnt it be sweet in the heart?
why ear?

Nothing in between the heart and the ear...
Just empty space

its ironic..
sweet yet empty..

you know... sometimes love can take your breath away?
Your lungs migrated liaoz...

haha..
okie..wad has it got to do with my heart n my ears?

What is between your heart and your ears?

blood vessels?

No lungs = airway from heart straight to the ears....
The bee used your ears as entrance and exit
Woah... Damn deep

haha..des is clinically insane..
........................

this is a lame msn conversation.
quite long ago.
but interesting.
=)

controversial MV-killer

crappy m1!

what the hell!!
i cant send sms..
i was supposed to reply 4 of my friends,
and it all came back with
"Message sending failed. Retry?"
and all the retrying attempts came back with the same
"Message sending failed. Retry?"

and the customer service hotline is engaged!
argh!
poor service! =(
i am sad..i cant msg...
and my singtel hi card needs to be topped up first. =(

i might go out later ba..
intend to stay at home initially,
but forced to go out now.. =(

Monday, August 06, 2007

girls are usually temperemental

"This time girls are usually temperemental , doesnt really like the feeling..."
quoted this from somewhere.
thinking whether i should say where. but erm. decided not to.

is this statement true?
do you all agree?
i mean it does not apply to everyone right?
and guys need to understand that it is a form of frustrations.
haiz.
and probably also an excuse for girls to have moodswings.

this is totally random.
just ignore this.


secrets warning...

please do make sure that you look at the last scene especially carefully!
i missed out that part until kristen asked me about it!=)
it makes a great deal of difference!

Sunday, August 05, 2007

L.O.V.E

If you love someone because you
think that he is really gorgeous...
then it's not love ..
it's
~Infatuation~


If you love someone because you think
that you shouldn't leave him because
others think that you shouldn't ...
then it's not love..
it's
~Compromise~


If you love someone because
you think that you
cannot live with out his touch....
then it's not love ..
it's
~Lust~


If you love someone because you
have been kissed by him...
then it's not love..
it's
~Inferiority Complex~


If you love someone because you
cannot leave him thinking that
it would hurt his feelings..
then it's not love ..
it's
~Charity~


If you love someone because you
share every thing with him...
then it's not love...
it's
~Friendship~


but if you feel the pain of the other
person more than him
even when he is stable and you cry for
him ...
that's ~LOVE~


if you get attracted to other people
but stay with him without any
regrets...
that's ~LOVE~


If you let him go knowing that he has
to
go but
deep inside you don't want to ...
that's ~LOVE~

saturday =)

missed the chance of going out with xiao meimei and her dear.
haha.
but nvm.
there will be chance.
=)

and apologies to my brother.
i don't mind watching the movie with you again.
but are you sure you wanna watch with me?
hehe.
=P

went to vivo.
haven gone there for ages.
the crowd has died down.
a lot more breathing space available.
food republic hokkien prawn mee with "king kong" prawns were still as delicious!
simply so yummy!
=)

honeydew sago was lousy.
eeks...
damn sweet.
excessive condensed milk.

the point is...
pictures:

the new wallpaper of my phone!

i like this two pictures especially a lot! =)
=) hehe...
happy!

不能说的秘密。。。


this is a MUST WATCH!
the thriller is a not so interesting one.
at least i didn't understand it before i watched the movie.
but the movie is indeed nice!
with jay chou as the story writer and the director.
not only did he mot disappoint me,
time and again, he ha cleverly made use of the element of twist in this movie.
I shall not spoil the movie for you.
Can't believe that it is that great?
Go watch it yourself.
infant, you really should watch it also. =)

and i think Jay chou is this egoistic freak!
he was such a prefect pianist in the movie!
he was being portrayed as a Mr flawless. (in my opinion)
yup. be amazed at how his fingers fluttered over the keys.
it was a WOW!

Secret is officially being declared as my favourite movie of the year.
2nd favourite: Transformers. haha.

i don't mind watching the movie again.
anyone needs a companion?
provided that you pay for my ticket..hehe..

p.s. to dawn...erm... i think that you will love this movie.
but the after effect might be especially great for you.

bleah

i don't like those people.
Why are they so mean?
I hate family feuds.

I had this dream.
This peaceful little dream.
Its a happy harmonious dream.
How I wish it could come true.
impossible.

It will remain as a dream.
there is not even a glimmer of hope that this will come true.
it is a tiny little dream that will soon be extinguished by the cruelty of reality.

Friday, August 03, 2007

TGIF!

yeah! finally once again its friday!
it was a not bad day.
i am once again in my pyjamas looking t shirt.
and i am said to look sleepy in this shirt.

biology test was rather fine.
i did study.
i know that if i put in the effort to study for my revision exercises,
i will be able to attempt the questions.
yup.
i am gonna study hard for them.
it certainly brings a great lot of sense of satisfaction.

had lunch opposite school.
my prawn noodle was not opened.
=(
but kway teow was nice too=)

on our way back to school,
at the traffic light, we saw this ugly looking silver car.
it tried to bang us down!
and the person behind the wheel was wearing this beta house shirt.
looking smirk and laughing evilly.(is there such a word?)
and yes. that person resembles our dearest mr calvin tan.
and i decided to ponder over the decision a made earlier.
"are teachers good role models?"
hmm. to think i chose strongly agree, attributing it to mr calvin tan.
but now. i am not so sure.

and my econs buddy doesn't want to acknowledge me!
saw him at mac with his friends.
and when i waved goodbye to him,
he purposely looked down!
so rude right?
yes, you were so rude lo ZHOU QIXIANG!
i know you read my blog discreetly!
rude qixiang!
waved soooo reluctantly!
i am gonna tell j**w** huh!!
ok. i shan't bad mouth him already.
he is a mr nice guy overall.
especially nice to a special someone only.
and thank you for the green soursop treat!
didn't expect you to keep to your promise..
anyway, you have been a nice econs buddy!
you made my econs lessons much more interesting! =)

p.s. kesleen and i did not take pictures today.
it is a great achievement.

an yeah! i am gonna watch the jay chou's movie- secret tomorrow!
oh so exciting!
sneak preview! hehe =)

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

my tues

yes. i do hate hate but still i went to school.
and most importantly, i went for PE!

oh ya! I rebonded my hair.
and many people commented on my hair.
there were good comments and bad ones too.
thanks to all who thinks that it is nice.
but i don't really mind those bad comments la.
as long as i like it.
and someone else like it=)

and there is NOTHING WRONG WITH MY HAIR!!
the person who asked me what's wrong with my hair and called me ugly hair girl!
but okie, you are forgiven for coming up with a clever explanation to defense yourself.

this is what my hair looks like.

this picture is a little...

how about this one?

i think this is nice=)

yup. this is the cutest! =P

hehe.i don't have to act ok.
this picture is natural.

thanks to those that say i look younger with my new hairdo.
hehe..infant i don't look like your mummy anymore.
i look like this 16 year old infant.
but don't be sad kkz.
although the looks can't show that i'm your mummy.
actions will show it.
I'll continue showering you with lots of love.
just like how your always show your love by getting my remedy! (the H2O drink!)
Thanks infant!

this tues was fun!
it was a cam whoring day!
fun fun fun!
and once again. my cam whoring partner kesleen!

frowning.
kes cant frown, so she needs to cover her eyebrows.

cute one=)

kris.kes.me.

first attempt of mosaic.

our second attempt.
still failed.
cos of my itchy fingers.
i clicked twice!
and there are two infants.
and no mr brown!
sorry brown.

that's all for cam whoring.

next was PE.
as usual.
PE sucks.
i had that stupid stomache once again.
it was quite mild though.
thanks liyong.
and infant.
=)
recovered after a while.
and became energetic again.
energetic enough for one more shot!


after PE, we went to the pasa malam.
bought chocolate tu tu kuey.
the tu tu kuey was not very nice.
erm. but still i like he chocolate.

then i went to the library.
supposedly to study.
haha.
but i met zongyao.
my tknp junior.
we ended up talking.
we were talking quite a lot.
feels quite good.
didn't know that we have so much things that we can talk about.
hope that he can do well for his promos.
looking at the effort that he is putting in.
yes. he can do it de.
just feeling rather sad.
he went through so much.
he sorta motivated me to study.
indirect motivation.
=)
it was really nice talking to him.
ya. and i am sorry as i prevented him from copying his notes.
haha.
and i didn't do much.
yes. like what he said in his blog.
i don't think he knows that i read it though.
and he is still calling me mam joan.
erm. haven been addressed like that for long le.
not that i missed being addressed like that.
but i am fond of those memories.

i am ending off with.
yes i like my hair.