Tuesday, August 10, 2010

I am not wasting money in NUS

Money is not wasted in NUS. Internship, NUS make me pay school fees! Fine, Then I shall take up more modules to make my school fees worth it.

All the four modules that I planned for has been successfully bidded for. Namely:
GEK1542
GEM2901
CM3268
CM4261

Taking a range of modules from level one to level four. I hope I can make it. (: The level four module looks very difficult, not something that I can understand. ): Level 3 module look long and tedious to study. It is a self study module. rahhs. The other two level one and two modules should be alright, even if it is not, I can choose to utilise my last two SU options which will be deemed useless at the end of this semester.

No worries, I have promised to study real hard. Dear will be watching me and keeping me in track. No more gatherings every evenings, no more going out till late on Saturday nights. All that is left of me is Study and Mug hard! Joan Can Do It!:D

Monday, August 09, 2010

National day is just another long weekend to spend time with family (:

The past few days, feasted on FOOD FOOD and more FOOD. Just downed a cup of Ume, not sure if I am drunk/tired/just having Tuesday blues. ): This coming week will be a busy one. All my evenings are occupied once again, don't ask me out people, especially a certain friend, I don't want to feel guilty for rejecting you again! :P just in case you start demanding some form of compensation for your heartbreak. Ya, so in conclusion, Joanqiqi is gonna be real busy this coming week, not at work though, that explains why am I so high after work. :P

Speaking of work, I lost my motivation to learn on my own. I need to find other avenues of learning. I can't be reading a document over and over again for 4 times and claim that I learn something each time. I am sick of cracking my brains, thinking of how to describe what I learned/(work performed) for the week in order to complete my logsheet. I do envy people with things to do. If that somebody has things to do, he/she should indeed treasure his/her fortune to be blessed with duties Despite the task being paper-work-laden, or hard-work-laden, things should be much better than sitting there, stoning, reading story books; for fear that anyone who sees it gets bu shuang, surfing randomly, emailing friends from other companies, and smsing people, all in the name of trying to act busy. Just think of me, and you will realise how lucky you truly are.

Last week, I gave up on trying to find work to do. That was right after my boss/supervisor said, "Sorry I really dont't have anything for you at the moment." ): rahhs to the max. haiz. My immature brain began to wonder, "Doesn't that mean that I can outrightly slack? Since it is not that I don't want to fulfill my task, and I am not responsible. If I don't have things to do, then I shall be given the right to do my own things, and not sit there and waste my precious time." Wasting time has always been one big thing that I hate. I hate doing that to the core, which is why I hated work last week, upon reflecting. Tomorrow, I shall go and approach my supervisor/boss in some other way, to ask for things to do. And please, those people who are freaking supposed to conduct trainings for me, can you hurry up do so. Stop wasting my time. 6 weeks of work, and I am not fully trained. This is one thing that I must remember to feedback to NUS at the end of my internship. Or maybe I should not even wait till the end...

What should I do tomorrow then? Notes are out, should I start studying and reading them(at work)?

I don't understand why I dislike someone so much. Dear, bookworm2 and best friend should know why. I don't like people who purposely oppose and want to contradict me every now and then. I have my point and you have yours, I don't need you to agree with me and I don't want to agree with you either, so just leave it at that. I found myself just nodding away while you are talking and your confusing story bores me. Seriously. This is the first time I am so not liking someone. That's alright, some part of me already don't like something about that someone. People who don't know who that person is, don't bother guessing, don't think you can get it right. :P

Making friends with the other interns, is one of the best things that happened last week. (: (: glad there are some other people to light up my dull life at work! Instilling laughter in my sleepy mornings, afternoons and days. Applied Chem Gathering was great too! It is the company that matters, I don't remember enjoying the gathering that much with some other clique present. Spent a bomb though ):

Just a little something to take away, 上班等吃饭,吃饭等下班。Did I miss out something? Sounds too short and weird. Anyway, quoted from Uncle Say Yong.