Thursday, November 05, 2009

keep smiling & hang in there.

sometimes i feel really happy.
and other times i feel really sad.
don't ask me why, cos I really dun know.

today is a happy and sad day.
don't ask why, again.
just like that.

i may look happy here. but this is not today. it is just one of those days that I feel extremely happy.


i want to be happy every single day.
i mean every.
i try to be very happy every single day.
but why? why i am not happy every single day and every single moment?

are studies driving me crazy? not really.
and i don't know what is driving me crazy.

i know that are many who love and care for me.
This never fails to make me happy.
every single time i think of it.
even now, i am smiling.

maybe i should think of this every time i get unhappy.
maybe everyone should think of how they are loved.
just that, at times, i will cry too when i get too happy.
okies, i've concluded that maybe i am crazy.

i miss drinking starbucks.
wanted to buy a cup after school today. BUT was too lazy to walk over.
):

back to study for cm2161 and german vocab test.
i did badly for vocab the previous time.
i really don't want to S/U my german...