New year's eve's eve. Second last day of 2011. It was a memorable one. Memorable not defined as the happiness in the time spent but rather sad yet precious moments which I learnt a lot. One which makes me realize the importance of him, and how I have been neglecting his feelings. Recently, all I cared about was myself. I don't know how recent is recently. But looking back, it seems to have been happening for quite some time. I didn't used to be like this (from what I can remember).
Albeit growing older, immaturity sets in. What exactly has set off that immaturity?
Throwing tantrums, thinking negatively etc. it didn't used to be me - Joan. What have I become? At times, I think we are becoming more alike. I could feel it coming and developing. Perhaps our thoughts has merged too, neutralizing and canceling each other. I wouldn't say that we have lots of positive influence on each other, though we definitely have made a great influence in each other's life; both good and bad.
We have made our 2012 resolutions. (: hope that a better year awaits us. Or should I say, hope that both of us (especially me) will create a better world together!
