Firstly, I should say that I am very lucky, and I should be very happy that I managed to get into that particular company, together with one of my good friends from NUS.
Yes, I should feel very happy and I should be excited to accept it straight away. Though there are other concerns to consider.
Utmost concern, the other company which has yet to get back to us. And it will be either my friend or I who gets the place. If I am offered a place there, I think I will just join that company. (actually I am quite sure I will.)
Lastly, I think I did not do well for that company's interview, which I got in. (and my stomach was growling throughout the whole interview.)The questions which they "shoot" at me was not well answered. The "relationship" between me and the interviewer seems distant and awkward. ok, i am not very much comfortable with her. There is another candidate which I thought would definitely get in, but did not? Why?
Gosh. things are too true to be true? I don't know how to put my thoughts into words. This good news came as a surprise. Too much of a surprise. Can anyone believe that I actually panicked and was shivering after I got to know the news? I was no where close to this during any of my interviews!! Was it excitement? no, I don't think so. It is indescribable. Certain things are just like that.
Gosh gosh gosh. I could not think clearly. I still cannot think clearly. calm down and relax Joan qiqi. Please please please...
I gave up another company's interview. Should let others have a chance. Though that company is at Red hill. AND the one I am offered is at TUAS! 2 hours and 15min to travel there. Thank god! This is life and how things are supposed to be. Unpredictable as always. I was just saying that I won't ever get through the interview, and now this happened. hmm. Reflections will do me some good. Never jump to conclusions too soon.
