oh no!! what am i doing? why am i not doing serious studying..i need motivation! very strong motivation!
there isn't much time left. i still need to catch up with many many topics from last year which i am still unsure of..
i dread going to school.. i dread having breaks in school. i dread falling asleep and wasting my time in school. yet, i should stop ponning school.
haiz.. this is bad. i think my attendance is very bad too..
but as long as the opportunity cost of staying at home is lower than that of going to school, i'll prefer staying at home. and this is especially so on mondays!
heaps of homework waiting for me. i am like lagging behind in millions of tutorials! i'm amazed at how the hell did these tutorials accumulate? i hate catching up in tutorials. it makes me feel lousy. i prefer to be ahead.( like who don't?) okie, need to buck up. start doing tutorials(not to mention studying for those upcoming tests with so many topics!!) and stop slacking.
yes, i have to do well for As. i know i've to. and i want to. so just do it. impossible is nothing.
